Boy in my class: So you got a boyfriend?
Me, fucking pissed because this is the tenth time I've been asked this in the past two months: No. And I'm not looking for one.
Boy: What traumatic event happened to turn you off to having a boyfriend?
Me, ice cold, no trace of joking in my voice: Sexual assault.
Boy: You need to drop that attitude with me
Me: And you need to shut the hell up.
#delilah.txt #vent #i'm about to fucking cry #these motherfuckers think they can say whatever they want to me #and honestly they can #because i hardly put up a fight #because i'm tired #and they know that #so they keep doing it #i have half a mind to just tell them i'm gay #at least then they'll be able to come up with things to say that don't make me so fucking mad #these were the same guys who asked me if white people drank hamburgers with milk and i thought it was just playful shit they were giving me but i've given them too much power #clearly
4 noteshalf of me wants to eat like a normal person because I have this conceptual “new Delilah” who doesn’t give a shit about what anybody thinks and has decided to give these new people the most authentic Delilah anybody has ever gotten
and the other half of me never wants to eat again
#dnr #vent #Ed cw #ed tw #eating disorder #I can’t seem to find a middle ground #where I get to eat a moderate amount and not want to fucking die #because that’s what it is #when you think about it #I’ve always been one of two extremes and there aren’t many people who like both extremes #so by being this new Delilah id be weeding out the people who don’t like either #or only like one #but also I could stop eating and become the docile little creature people seem to tolerate and just take what I can get
3 notesI hurt myself by knitting for too long...
by knitting
ill go first cause what is love by haddaway has haunted me for eight goddamn hours
BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN BUSTIN
Clancy's Wooden Wedding by Mick Maloney
stay sexy and dont get murdered
the quadratic equation song
i cant not brag abt this wicked salad bro. listen. tomato. carrot. beans. celery. radish. drizzled w balsamic vinegar n olive oil. can you even think of something more luxurious
my salad today had hidden strawberries and i put ranch on it before i saw the strawberries and i was forced to eat it. yours sounds like a fucking dream
#delilah.txt #it was a fucking nasty combo tho #ranch and strawberries don't go together #and then i went to see my new barista friend #and the guy he works with was like #oh it doesn't sound too bad #and i was like #?????? #it was awful???? #and i had to have milk with it because my school doesn't offer water for free and i'm lactose sensitive
10 notesmy current pasttimes include knitting and watching the production of Much Ado About Nothing with David Tennant and Catherine Tate as Benedick and Beatrice. also sitting on the couch and complaining about how cold it is.